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Dear KLINGKLANG,

I was too bored of studying that I dropped by Friendster account a visit. I read back all the sweet sweet comments you girls dropped me and it kind of make me feel better from the crappy day that i had today. We constantly dropped each other a short msg just to perk our days up. Shereen was my regular random commentor on my page and Syidah has always been giving me the motivation. Khai, you're everwhere in my photos.

i just want to say that Im glad we are still friends though we may not drop each other silly messages like we used to. Actually ive missed us like that. Whetever it is, I know that all of us are facing exams now and I wish all the best in achieving the best grades that we possibly can.
I hope to see you girls very soon.

Im not going to say much about turning a year older but I must say, I love my family and friends who went the mile just to celebrate this moment with me. I just find it nice to have the day be about me for a change; just for a few hours.
And thank you MJF again, for being the backbone of my awesome and not-so-great days. As for the latter, you have always made the world twitch to the brighter side just so I can smile again.
Klingklang and my trusted childhood buddies (Fiq, Sham, Anwar, Ahmad) thank you.
Im not thanking you people just because you celebrated the birthday with me but knowing that you have been there for me throughout, all along during these many years.
And to Fizo, Bar and the Unicorns, my days in school and OMs practices have never been better with you around.

Yes Im being sentimental but I think they deserve to know this even if yesterday was not my birthday.

It has been quite some time since I have typed my words of ponders here that I have almost forgotten it exists. My days have been awesomely spent although there have been days when I just felt like dying due to immense workload coming from different sources; school, OMS and what nots.
Too many incidents have happened and my loved ones are still here;intact in my heart, as cheesy as it sounds.

Randomly, I decided that it was time I drop them a message. I did eventually and the plan was to round up all my childhood girlfriends for old time sake. Thankfully, most of them were in favour with the plan and we proceeded although there were many occassions where the dates were played around just to have a common free slot for all of us. And Wednesday 17th March 2010 was the date. The 6 girls gathered at El Sheikh on that 2nd floor and our catching up for the 10 years' worth of being away from each other's sight started. Honestly, I felt really blessed and grateful that atleast one of my wishes was fulfilled. We had managed to put aside one day just for this, after 10 whole years.
And we made a pact to meet up again on 6thApril2010. InsyaAllah, that too will be fulfilled and our friendship will regain its life again. I have missed them and we have missed our good old days of being kids and knew nothing but trivial matters. Growing up sounded very alien to us back then and now, we are in that world.

And yesterday, 20th March 2010, I had my first ever performance with the OMS (youth) and I just wanted to say that it was a great experience just being around the musicians and, well, have fun. Away from school-related stress and paying off 3months worth of hardwork and mixed feelings.

The trip down Bukit Timah Nature Reserve was really interesting. The thrudding down inconsistent paths of mud, ground litter and what nots through the "forest" was actually fun. I enjoy being amidst nature if not for the annoying scorching of afternoon sun. Great company nevertheless and we got Site 3 to be worked on; being in the middle of rich canopy cover and tall weeds. Maybe it's a calling for PCK boots. Atleast, we will be under some shade unlike Site 1 and Site 2. I hope we will have a good time analysing and discovering more interesting facts on the mundane stuffs we just ignorantly walk on called "soils". At the same, I hope to achieve an A for this.
Hopefully. My first lab session.

Yeap, we (Anis, Mira, Fizo and myself) had a satisfying dinner at al-Azhar after that where we, dummies, tried to explore Mira's gadget. cool stuff.

I have always imagined ourselves like this. Laid out a mat with full of junkies and regurgitated our bottled up feelings, gossips and just plain nonsense; laughing away silly and switching to serious topics every few seconds before turning on our crappy mode again.
It's friends like them I would want to lug around the entire globe with, if given the opportunity. They said, no matter where the location is, the company counts the best.

Im sorry if Im going to sound like one immature brat with a desperate attempt of a comeback. Perhaps, you should know this; BITCH was written all over your face and Ive never liked you from the start. I especially loathe people who tries to bring my family down especially when it involves insulting them. You have to make matters worse by accusing me of being the storyteller and that alone brings my hate factor for you notches higher.  You think you are funny or what!

My instincts were right and Im just glad (not that Im proud of it) that he dumped you. My family would be a much happier without you. Thanks.
Just hoping you are able to move on and not involve us in your life story anymore because you are nothing but a superficial love freak.

That short meet up with Khai was a much-needed one. Not that I have been feeling neglected by friends but I think I need to once in awhile be in a damn familiar environment with the usual people in my comfort zone to just let loose. However,  Im beginning to feel that too many people have changed and Im not liking it one bit. It just made us yearn for those good old days but those days are being labelled "old" for a reason. Whether or not Im getting them back, I will never know because aas we grow up, we tend to want different things and our mindset is constantly moulded into shapes of "own benefits".

And I seriously miss MJF.

February is eating into my life now and I feel that Semester 2 is taking forever but HEY, who's complaining? I kind of loove this semester. Not too heavy and I have my friends for every of my breaks. Yayy! And I see Bar and Fizo almost everyday. Double Yayy..

Yesterday was Unicorns Day. Spent my free free day at NTU engine blk with the smartass musicians till night and Im still exhausted from the draining of the brain juice. Love it nonetheless. At the rate Im going, I hope to be turned into a geek.

Awesome Sunday. So I met MJF for breakfast and had a looooog catching up session. Thank you for making me feel better when I was still feeling my last stage of soreness for saying no to Greece-Turkey. Truth is, as much as I am in denial, I am afterall the most average and I should not be comaring myself with rest. My position is not on the same podium as them so I should atleast feel thankful of what Im getting every month now.

To make up for the pain, Im planning Project May. Hope all goes well and my friends would be adventurous enough for me.
Then I met Bar for flea. She is just an amazing company. And we make crazy shopping partners. I just love her to death. Period.

Awesome Sunday, let me repeat.